uh huh..

So I have come to the concluson that I put way too much trust in people than I probably should, for example wheen some one tells me that they will or are going to do something I complletely trust that they are going to do it witout even thinking twice , and when it doesn't happen I get pretty dissapointed.. So on a sadder note this is the last I will be spending with my roommate..i am going to miss her like crazy but she will home, which is awesome.. ON a brighter note tomorrow is my last day of class!!! I couldn't be more extatic (sp) Time is such a luxury that we don't have the privilege to indulge in.. Sadly enough I don't have a computer right now to post the corn bread recipe, as soon as I get om I will,. I am currently blogging from my cell which really isn't easy haha.. Okkkkaaayyy Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me -Larissa Pree (:

BLAMMMMM

Just got my check from work and I worked a little over 65 hours! It is a nice check ;) if it where for the effing Government I would have had closer to a 600 dollar check instead.. but its fine lol I am happy(:

The Hunger Games was not only an amazing book but an Awesome movie!! I loved it! although I am the person that points out everything that was missing from the book, in my "I think this is a quite voice but isn't apparently" voice.. yeah I'm THAT girl, what can I say haha
for those who don't know I would recommend watching and reading the book, if you haven't alreadyyyyyyy <3

OH! by the was I think I am going to post a recipe about the Corn Bread stuffing that I am making and and will assemble on Mondayy. 3 more days and I am finished with this class and school for the most part! I am so excited! But then again I'm not.. because once school is over.. so is where I am living, as well as other things.. I'm not exactly sure what I am going to do.. I really need to get an apartment but I can't really start applying until a month or 2 before I am going to move out of where I am currently living which isn't far.. I have 1 month before I but in my 2 month notice.. Damn it is amazing and scary how fast times goes by..

I am still trying to calculate how I am going to survive once everything is over..
I mean with my job I make aproximatly 600-750 dollars a month.. ish.. assuming I keep up the same amount of
hours this is how it will look...

Housing.. studio.. 500-650 a month
Phone.. $50 a month
Bus pass.. $94 a month
Mis. Necessities.. E.X. Pads, Tampons, Hair Supplies, Tooth Paste, etc, you get the point. $40
Food.. Yeah right..

and the isn't even including the fact that I have to start paying back my loan soonish..

oh and by the way this will have to be all by myself.. my Grandma isn't going to help me anymore..

Life is always to complicated

but it is fine I will manage! I always do!

eh. Life is life and what more can you do than accept the things you cannot change..

Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me.
-Larissa Pree
 <3

...

So it is almost 3 in the morning and I got home from work around 2... and now my roommates are in a "I'm going to clean everything" type of mood... Did I mention it is 3 in the morning? I did? okay. I think it is funny because none of us clean... ever, although we say we do clean sometimes but the truth is we just pick things up here or do a little something over there.. but never really clean..

This god forsakes hell of a class is almost over and I couldn't be Happier!

I have let my phone get turned off and have no desire to get it turned back on... as if cutting off from the rest of the world is the solution to all of my problems.. although I know that it wont. if anything it will ma kitchen and nowke other people freak out..
Owell..

I am thinking about just going to get the tattoo that I want on my chest in the next couple weeks.. Maybe with my next check I will go and get it done, the guy that gave me a quote said it would be about 150 dollars which I thought it would be more considering the detail it has in it. So I am pleased. I am going to go to a few other places and see what they have to say about it and what their price ranges are.

I've been working a lot lately and I like it in a way, I mean the people I work with are pretty awesome, not gonna lie. and starting Tuseday my manager is training me for the front of the house sense there are too many cooks, so now I will be swapping back and forth between the both of them. This will be a nice break from my burning my self at least 200 times a day..

You know what else I have noticed more people view my blog when I don't post anything for awhile lol weird. I think it is because they are waiting for a post.. well here it is.. not much of excitement in it but that is my life. I think it was last night Kayla came up to me and said I need to have more fun in life or something like that, and the truth is.. she is right.. I don't have any actual fun.. I don't want to anymore.. my urg to "hang out with people" has been long gone.. and it doesn't seem to be coming back anytime soon.. sad I am 18 and don't want to have any fun.. I would rather sit at home, in silance, and do nothing or drift away into another world of books, that seem to take me out of this place and into one where I don't have to worry about things that I do when I am in reality.

The moment I am in love with the books Hunger Games, as well as Catching Fire, and Mocking Jay

I am going to buy all of these along with all of these

It is funny how similar these Trilogy's are and if I could read them all day every day I would..

I would sugest reading them to anyone who is in love with these types of books as much as I am. They are worth it. Btw DO NOT WATCH THE INKHEART MOVIE AND TRY AFTER READING THE BOOK! Don't even compair the two, the movie is an abomination and has absolutly no comparison to the book in any way, shape or form..

That's all...

Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me

Larissa Pree

<3

Birthdayyy

So yesterday was my 18th Birthday and it went a little something like this.

1. wake up
2. dread going to school on my birthday
3. get a ride and have Leann scream happy birthday as we are getting into the car
4. to school and Roger and Nick sing me happy birthday
5. try to get through class with out crying over how miserably sick I feel
6. get out of class and ride the bus to Starbucks and get a free drink because it was blistering cold out and I was drenched and clearly sick, plus the birthday made him give in:)
7. go to work and have one of my favorite co-workers tell me happy birthday!
8. I worked with a super cute guy who for some reason I don't work with often
9. worked and worked for 7 hours.
10. Luckily enough got a ride home from one of my bestt friendss, at likee 12 at night! that's when you know you are loved. <3
11. Came home and my roommate put two Zebra cakes together and stuck a bunch of matches on top because we don't have candles and surprised me with it while recording my reaction lol it was adorable
12. Fond a bottle of lotion  and note on my bed from Kayla <3 to cute!
13. Talked with Leann for hours!
14. Played with my new Nook Tablet <3

 So needless to say it went pretty well! Thank you everyone!

Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me
-Larissa Pree
 <3

Lord give me strength!

Being the bigger person is truly one of the hardest things I have ever done in my entire life. But this is what I am going by now when I just want to give in.

• "Now when our hearts were depressed, and we were about to turn back, behold, the Lord comforted us, and said: go amongst thy bretheren, and lamanites, and bear with patients thine afflictions, and will give unto you success. -Alma 26.27"
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-Larissa Pree

<3

Let's get something straight..

Drugs are not cool. You don't look cool, you don't sound cool, you aren't cool.
you are pathetic for taking that road. Sense apparently Crystal Meth and other stupid shit drugs are going around my county making it's self at home and now my friends are deciding to test the water keep this in mind.

The "I am only going to try it" doesn't apply here! one try could be your last.. I  don't want to have to bring flowers to your hospital bed, I don't want to watch or hear about you guys going through this, I don't want to go to your funeral, and I don't want to console and cry with your families while they cry, and ask why.

Just because you don't think you will get addicted doesn't mean it will stay that way, this will destroy your life with out fail. You are going to loose everything, Family, Friends, Job, Teeth, Skin, and Life.  Keep that in mind  when you are deciding to be a stupid ass, and put that shit into your body!

NO it is not okay to try it JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE YOUNG!

Effects and urges last forever. 

I hope you are ready to kiss everything goodbye. I know you all probably think that you will always have people by your side whether it be family, friends, or your provider but the truth is people can only take so much.

 It only gets worse, from the first time on. There is no "just one time." There is always a want and a urge!

for those of you who are reading this and think that I don't understand.. you are absolutely mutha effing right! I  don't understand! and I never want to! EVER! I want a life, a family! my friends! TEETH! But I DO know what it feels like to loose people to drugs no matter what kind they are. I have cried myself to sleep because of loosing people that crap, I have be to funerals of family and friends who had their whole lives ahead of them, that was raped away by drugs. I hope you know what you are getting into.

I hope you know what you are putting other people through, friends or family.

I hope you know there are effects and consequences for everything you do.

My opinion may not matter to you, but I think you are a coward and pathetic.

and I hope this DOES offend you.

For once I am not sorry..

Sincerely, 

A hurt, concerned, healthy friend.

Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me

-Larissa Pree </3

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I love this!

This is the cutest thing and it is true

HAHA Yes! 

True Enough

Amen!  <3

This is way true! when I shower it is my time to think about everything!

I don't care what people say I love her! <3