Monday, April 30, 2012

oh hey!

hey here is a video of my friend who is an upcomming artist back home where I am from in Humboldt County! watch this video and subscribe to his chennnal on youtube! don't for get to show your support and share his videos! 


it is hard to come up in this world so let help him get there.

much love <3

short blog yet still important!

Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me
-Larissa Pree
<3

Monday, April 16, 2012

Hey, so funny story..

So long time no blog.. sorry guys! I have been so busy! there is a lot I need to say that I haven't been able to because I haven't had time to do anything including breathe. so where to start is the real question... ugh.. lets see... how about I try to start from the beginning! Thank you for all who have been viewing my blog looking for a new post and finding nothing yet still checking up on it, my blog is over 1,000 views now and I couldn't be more ecstatic! SOOOOOOO!!! I am now working two jobs and busting my bootie for little to no pay, I work monday through Friday at Hall Street Grill for my externship then Tuesday thru Saturday at Sonic! so yeah pretty much I don't have time for anything, alone time and sleep are almost completely out of the question.. but everything is okay because it will all pay off in the long run.. hopefully. So my best friend came from California to see me! it was an awesome weekend! I spent wayyy to much money but it was completely worth it!
                                   she hates this picture but I love it!
                                      
Love you Whore Cakes! <3 your Skank Wad.
she is so amazing we had a blast both got Awesome looking and meaning full tattoos!
I seriously love this girl so much! she is a definite keeper! I mean what friend drives 600+ miles alone just to see another friend!? one worth keeping that's who! she drove all the way from California!  I love her so much! I spent way to much money but it was so worth it! like completely!
 
this is the awesome tattoo that I got and here is the meaning behind it.
so the pink butterfly is for my mom, which is why it is close to my heart, because no matter what she will always have my heart; we go through a lot but she is my mother and I love her to death, The rose symbolizes unity and our home, and the reason both of the butterfly's are going towards the rose is because the rose shows that no matter what when we are together we are home, whatever the situation. The blue butterfly is for my older brother! it is on my shoulder because he has always had my back and given my a shouder to lean on or cry on or what ever I needed at the time; he is my stone, the one person I can truly fall back on that wont completely break down on me.  I should get a moth for my dad.. you know that ones that eat your clothes and drive you crazy, yet you just cant find a way to get rid of it, and that smell that you just cant ever escape.. HAHA! that would be harsh lmao.

so I saw this and had to share it!
I mean Yes! Just freaking YES!


okay so the definition of the post name is this! for some reason lately EVERY time I say something no matter what it is I say SO funny story.. I don't know why but it has clung to everything I say...

OH good news there is this guy I really like I work with him and he is freaking SO attractive and funny and just yes! Bad new! he is way out of my league and I am to self conscious to say or do anything. Sad day for me! haha shitty..


So working two jobs is really hard especially when you are only getting paid for one of them and the other is free and considered a class, yet I am working my butt off. Only a couple more months though. Then I am done and can move one to bigger and better things.. well hopefully haha.

On the bright side, remember how I was completely distressed and complaining about how my lease is going to be up soon? well god heard my pleads and brought me to a job that I like with people in a similar situation as me, and now I have two girls I work with that are going to room with me and are looking for a place for all of us. I can't really believe it!

I feel like there is SO much more I need to say and spill my guts about but at the moment I can't think of anything.. shiza..

Looking for comments and concerns. Anything you guys want to know, hear about, something?  Feel free to let me know.


Here is something. What happened when you thought you weren't going to get through something or make it, or even do it, and you went out on a limb and just did it. what happened? how did you feel? how did it effect you? would you do it again? why or why not?

Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me.
-Larissa Pree
 <3





Monday, April 2, 2012

I think I am going to end up dying at a young age with everything I put myself through.. dor example I just found out today that my externship chef is going to have me working full time.. like 9-5 monday through friday.. plus my other job that actually pays me.. OH did I mention I NOT getting paid for my FULL time externship job? HA. So I am going to be working my butt off for nothing but experiance that I'm not sure that I want anymore.. ugh. I am going to be having to work between 12-15 hour days almost every single day between my two jobs.. excuse me while I fasten the nuse that they call like around my neck which is already choking me. Ugh s,h. I know that yhe lord wouldn't give me anytjing I cant handle but I think he has morefaith in me than I have in myself. I can handle this, or at least I hope I can.. why would I be doing it if I couldn't handle it? On a less dim note my brothers girlfriends son Angel is probably the cutest kid in the world along with his sister, he has never met me yet gets on the phone with me and sings me is ABC's and tells me "i love you auntie risa,and i miss you" i swear this brought a tear or 20 to my eyes. And he asked my mom if he could have a picture of his auntie rissa, hor cute right! Goodness, so my mom gave him a picture of me and he went and put it in a safe place lol he is 2 or almost 3 lol too freaking cute! All of my roommates are gone abd I have been here by myself for about 5 days now I think. I miss them a lot but it is good to have actual alone time. To do whatever I want and not worry about pissing people off. it's hard though to know that there is a possibility I will never see one of them again though.. never a goid thing. To loosesome onethat you where wayyyy to close with. Family sttatus. Leann I don't think I could have asked to have met a better person, roommate or friend in this experiance.. I don't know if you are still blog stalking me, but if you are I miss you a lot and love ya girl; forrreeevrrr I have changed and grown a bunch sense I have been here but don't get me wrong I still possess a lot of the bad qualities than I had before and I don't think that they are ever goin to go away but I have grown up a lot and grown close to people who before I probably wouldn't have been so close with before. I am greatful for the people I have met here, wheather I like them or not. And I have learned something d from each of them. Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me -Larissa Pree <3