life is to short

Life is to short to be concerned with what could have been instead of focusing on what is and what you already have. Some people live thier whole lives thinking about everything that "once was" and "what could of been" thats no way to live. Its has been a very long time sence I have posted anything. For those of you who used to actually read my blog Im sorry... But I am going to try and start again, although I am no longer in Culinary school (i graduated with honors) I can still post recipes for you here and there. I moved back home to Humboldt County to be with and help my family, there are soo many things here that I missed all to much while I was gone. Im in a way glad I came home.. Im sure a few people where a little dissapointed or upset that I came back, but you know what my family IS the most important thing to me. I do t think I could have lived with myself if I was in Oregon and something happened to my mom or brother.. I havent been staying at my moms house very much, I practally live at my guy friends apt, who conveniently enough lives right accrosed from my mom. :) I dont remember if I told you guys whether or not I was going to go back to school..? Well eventually.. hopefully here soon I can get a job and go to more than likely CR (college of the redwoods) and take some pre law classes and get my pre reqs out of the way along with any transfer credits I meed to transfer to a 4year Law school. Dont get me wrong I LOVE to cook, I just want more. Besides any money spent of knowlageisnt ever wasted. The more educated society is the better our future will be and the future of our someday children and grandchildren.. but that is a whole other story. Sence Ive been home I still havent heard or seen from a lot of the people I used to be so close with. Its sad really. But the one person who made a drastic effort to see m ein OR still makes the same to see me now. I am so lucky to have her. Thank you for being my Best friend. I love ya. Lock it down. I miss basically ever one of my old roommates :( crazy.. Feel Free To Blog Stalk Me (again) Larissa Pree