Don't Ever Let Me Go

Sorry Followers! I haven't been on for DAYZZZ!!  I came back to Humboldt on th 17th it has been amazing! I've been a little bad.. Well sort of.. butt that isn't blog appropriate;]  So there is this guy that makes me feel like amazing! I've known him for over 3 years and kinda have always had a thing but never really did anything about it; and now that I am back we started really showing that we have a thing, but what sucks is that I don't live here anymore and he does.. and I really want to be with him, he makes me feel better than anyone ever has.. yet still makes me nervous.. It hurts to think that I have to leave in less that 2 weeks back home and I don't know when I will see him again.. not knowing what is going on.. Story of my life right? I finally get something worth holding on to and the road I chose makes me have to give it up.. but I know that no matter where life leads us we will always be close.. or at least i hope so, because if not I don't know what I would do.. so now that you have an insite on my love life.. here is my life!

I got home on the 17th of December, it was the best ride I have ever been through with my family! my brother and myself have grow up a lot and can now spend time with each other and actually have a good time with out fighting! which if you know us is a bigggg  thinggg!! The funny thing is now that we arn't really fighting we start arguing with other people.. which is pretty funny... go figure..

My mom and I don't seem as close but that is okay, she is still my best friend!  I love how open with her I can be! I can literally tell her ANYTHING in this whole wide world! she seems to have something that has been really bothering her and I don't know how to get it our of her what it is..crazy I know..

I've gotten to see most of my friends which is really nice! My sister Skyebo and nephew look amazing and so    happy it is awesome, I finally got to see him ad hold him as you can see: 

This baby  makes my world go around along with his mother <3

I got to spend time with my Fam bam over in Garberville, on Christmas! it went well.. most of the time..

I kinda miss my roommates.. well not kinda.. I do.. I realized that now that there is A LOT of testosterone in my moms apt.. which would explain why I act the ways I do..
Oh and btw Ricardo!! You are always telling me how I act such like a boy.. but around here kiddo I act more like a girl then most! believe it or not!!

I'm so confused in side, it is like I am torn.. </3

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-Larissa Pree
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