Give Me Something Worth Fighting For

The truth is I am torn.. very torn but then again not so much, because I know where I stand with one person and with the other one I don't know where I stand so much, it is hard to think about the things that we want, than have the possibility of being taken away at any moment in this unpredictable life that we lead, you never know where life is going to take you, so you end up on a windy road with out knowing what is going on around you and thinking that the world is growing and changing right before your eyes and there is nothing that you can do about it, so you just sit there and make the decisions that will make you happy at that moment, what do you do when you love someone so much that it kills you to think about loosing them, yet you are falling for some one who treats you better than anyone ever has, yet lacks most of the qualities that the other person possesses, although the other person who you are afraid to loose you couldn't ever be with because of your own insecurities and problems and what not.

I don't where I'm ment to go in life but I know that there is a big plan for me, even  if I can't figure out what is it right now or even picture it. I need to find a person I am willing to fight for and person who I am willing to give everything for; I need a person who is willing to give me their all and work with me because I know that I am not perfect, but I worth staying with, hopefully. I don't like feeling like I am not worth caring for because as much as I care I should be able to find some one who does sincerely care for me, maybe I'm not supposed to be with some one right now because of the stipulations of my current situation, and such, I know that I don't know a lot about relationships because I haven't been in many serious ones, which is probably why I don't go out looking for them because I don't know how to handle them.. but it would still be nice to find some one willing to give me the chance...

Life is full of hard decisions, but it is what you choose to do with the things that you are given and the choices you make, don't ever let any thing take advantage of you because it is hard to bounce back from something that hits you pretty hard.

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-Larissa Pree
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