Dear Society, I Hate You.

ugh.. So tonight was the first time I went to the gym, stretched, worked out or anything sense.. well December 17th  So uh that is a long time, from working out almost every day to not working out at all.. this was not a good work out, I went on the elliptical for 20 min and did 3.8miles, then came back to the apt and attempted to work out with Leann, and well this girl has been working out and dancing and being all flexible sense she was 7.. she is now 18.. that is 11 years of doing this. maybe not constantly but doing it none the less. I've been doing this sense about 4 months ago and that isn't even close to a constant thing. So I am not nearly up to the level she is sadly enough. But I attempted to do it anyways, although most of it was super awkward, I felt the burn! I told her I would do it every night with her, and start working out again, lets see  if I am good for it though because I know how discouraged I get when I don't see instant results and can't do as much as others, but I will give myself credit for what I can do, and know any change worth making is worth working and waiting for.

Don't get my wrong I like being a "bigger" girl for the most part, but I want to be more toned. Big is beautiful, if you know how to dress and carry yourself, but that is the same with ANY size.

(This is true)

Like look at these women! they are beautiful, confident and big.  Be proud of who you are and accept what you look like no matter what size, color etc. you are. Because whether or not someone things you are beautiful and worth fighting for. Don't let anyone bring you down, or make you unhappy, if you want to loose weight; then loose weight, if you want to gain weight, then gain weight, but do it because you want to not because people or society says you should or need to. In the end YOU are the only on who is going to make you happy. Think about that next time you stop eating and start working out because someone somewhere said you need to loose weight, or when someone tells you that you need to gain weight so you start over eating and gorging yourself or when you start stuffing your bra, or wearing makeup, or  cutting your hair, this isn't just for women this is for guys to ( well except the bra, and makeup and stuff.. unless that is your thing, then more power to ya bro) stop trying to make every one else happy, and start making yourself happy, because then people will see that, more than they see what you look like, and when you are happy you look good! I don't care who you are and what you look like, if you are sincerely happy with yourself and confident that your are flawless. 

Keep that in mind. My thoughts.. well this is my blog so I guess I have the right to that ;] lol

By the way Kayla please come home I miss you and feel like I haven't hung out with you in weeks.

K, That's all:]

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